The End of an Era, rebirth of the new ME.


Saturday, September 29, 2012

As many of you have noticed, I have officially closed down my 4yr-old blog "ilovetinnie". Finally, after so many attempts I finally did it.

I started blogging just for the sake of simply letting myself want to write regularly, to have something for me-- to document my life freely and to share it to the world. Because I believe "If I don't write to empty my mind, I go mad." - Lord Byron 

but then I didn't expect the support and love from my lovely readers. But lately, I think it's all part and parcel of changes. I needed to make a change.  As silly as it may sound, but I do think I have grown up a little. Maybe?

Ofcourse by the grace of God I am a changed person now. I have decided to change myself in some ways. And in order for me to live the new "me", I have to start out fresh completely. A new chapter of life has to begin, new experiences has to be written,  has to be documented. and I needed a clean and new blog to start doing so. I would definitely miss my old blog though.

I had everything in there-- My life, my heartbreaks, my joys and whatnot. Though I know I have to comprehend that at some point in life, goodbyes has to be made. That old me is no longer living in Me. I can honestly say that the new Me is obviously happier, has a stronger faith in God, healthier relationship with everyone.

Have you ever asked yourself lately-- have you been happy? Have you changed over the years?

I remember the retreat we had just recently in Baguio and during the session, everyone has to share their stories about the things that could make us sad or happy. I could not fathom whether or not I could really measure happiness. Have I really been happy? I know happy when I see it, much more when I feel it. So I sat there feeling genuinely sure of what I am going to share, listening to my every heartbeat as it travels up through my insides making me more nervous but more of excited-- Yes, I have never been so happy in my life. and Yes I am the luckiest girl in the world and I will say that without a doubt. 

For the first time in my life I was so sure of what causes my happiness and so I have shared it with them. I told them I am happy because finally I am inlove with someone who's more inlove with me but moreso, I am happy because I am not bitter anymore. I have freed myself from all the bitterness and I did it all by myself.

Looking back, I realized that the saying "Time heals everything" isn't true, it's a fallacy. You can only move on from someone when you have finally decided to better yourself. When you have made yourself complete in God, in self love and when you have finally decided to be happy. You can spend all your time and waste your years trying to move on from someone, but that won't help.. believe me. Freeing from bitterness will only occur when you have finally realize that it's time for you to be happy. I really can't grasp the idea on how I could fully explain this to everyone, but I do hope you get the gist of it.

So anyway as I was saying, the New me is a happy girl. No more losing of sleep for nonsense thoughts. I am growing way too fast and I need to live my life to the fullest. So welcome me to my new blog. Follow me on this new chapter of life. Cheers! x

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