The Holidays.


Wednesday, December 26, 2012


I can't think of anything else to write about.. but to simple say the things I am gratefully thankful for.

God has given me so much blessings.. so much love.. care.. things.. friends and whatnot.. that I sometimes don't think I deserve. I am happy... on most days, I feel crazy blessed. I'm at bliss right at this moment and feeling all the pleasure in my own little perfectly piece of love at it's finest.

I am so damn inlove that it's retarded- almost hurts. Almost possibly impossible.

But most importantly, I am proud. I am so proud of myself for the things that I've quietly let go of, such as grudges, hurt and complete serene of sadness.. and instead, I was brave enough to breathe in all the love, the gentle breeze of sweetness and hope to come and stay within my grasp. Never letting it slip away from me. From my life.

If there's anything I am more proud of than anything else..
It would be nothing else than having to come across and met the eyes of a man-- whom I would want to spend the rest of my life with. The man who would hold my hand while eating, crossing, even while driving. The man who filled all the gaps in between my fingers. The man who would pray with me, eat with me, cry and would laugh with me. The one who would gladly stay and stick with me despite my high pitched baby talking voice, and would even offer me to eat something sweet, something new, something I want. He's super. Not the typical superman but "my man". He's mine.. and that alone makes me happy. :)

but above anything else..

I still can't believe that this moment, this very moment.. would even be possible.

That LOVE after all.... is genuinely true and truly breath taking.

it's love sick, and I don't even want to get well. lol

xxx

Chocolat!!


Saturday, December 22, 2012

After 10 years finally we revisited the Chocolat branch near the Wil bar and Packo's! :)

The first time I've tried Chocolat was when I was in Makati after the Miss Saigon audition, I went there with Pauline and her mom and ordered a red velvet cupcake, tiramisu and a chocolate cake (forgot the name) since then we were so hooked with the cakes! It was divine!! Especially the Tiramisu so I've been begging my boyfriend to try it with me. And so yesterday he finally gave in! haha

 but unfortunately they don't have Tiramisu.. :'( heartbreaking! we should have tried to visit the Chocolat in Xavierville instead... but nonetheless, I think we've died and gone to chocolate haven and ordered three chocolate cakes, we tried Death by Tablea (I don't know whats all the fuss about this cake but it's not really good.) Chocolate caramel cake (Oh my! this one is the bomb! so fudgy and chocolaty rich), The sugar free chocolate mousse (so-so).

Sugar free chocolate mousse.

Then we had a dinner at Banapple in Katipunan. We were supposed to eat in Eastwood but the traffic was so heavy that we've decided to just eat along katipunan.

I just had a photo of what I've ordered last night sorry haha yes! I ate the lasagna roll-ups and  bacon fried chicken steaks with milk'shroom gravy. My buddy ordered the banapple beef and sausage stew, and I made Pauline to try one of my fave here in banapple the herbed chicken rolls with basil cream sauce. :)

Banapple is still one of the best for me! Affordable and offers really yummy foodies.
and ofcourse, we can't end a meal without a piece of cake!! The praline banana cake. :)

Can't wait to blog some more foodtrips soon. xxx

A quick post.


Thursday, December 20, 2012

Hello guys! sorry for being such a crappy blogger. I've been busy! (busy eating my heart out.. busy cuddling up.. busy hurting my cheek from cheesin..lol)I know I know!! it's been my endless excuse... (as usual) whatevs! I'm just trying to spend quality time with my boyfie hokayy. mehehe :p

Anyways, I just wanna share ya'll some of my recent photos from my Instagram! Yehess, finally I have given up on my BB and got my iphone now. woohoo! I had a good run with my BB though so its all a fair game. :)




dinner earlier :p
with my buddy!
I guess, I was just really busy getting myself ready for the holiday spirit! ofcourse... its the most beautiful time of the year (Justin bib on the background.lol) so my two cents about the coming end of the world this 21st? Please excuse my french...... but END OF THE WORLD my ass! :)

P.S
That's it for tahnayt..
So many things to blog, so little time.
Till my next post, byatth.

oh..
oh..
wait there's more..

Unfortunately guys, I am back to 55kg. Yes I AM FAT!
why. thank you! xx

My gypsy heart.


Wednesday, December 5, 2012


Its no surprise that I am obsessed with Gypsies and all that bohemian shiz. Especially before! My style when I was in highschool was so bohemian. I used to wear this long pink I don't know what to call it and ties it on my hair.

Didn't have a photo of it though, It was all uploaded on my friendster (yuck! baduy.)

And now, I'm still a Gypsy at heart..

I am still a wanderer.

And obsessed with belly dancing and wearing cool turbans. Admiring Shakira and loving Esmeralda. lol


and I also do love movies (except drag me to hell! scaryshit) that has gypsies and all that weird magical spells/curse. Yeahz, I am that weird. who cares?lol





Ayways, I just changed my facebook covers by the way. :)

WILD HEARTS CAN'T BE BROKEN. BECAUSE IT REALLY CAN'T.

When you own a wild heart it's like you are being freed from everything. Nothing and no one can touch you, Nothing's lost. No one can own you or even disown you. You belong to yourself and to your bones, to your skin, to your breath, to your scent, to your own spirit. It's just you and the world... with your experiences and your long lost road away from home. You just run. No destinations. No limits. The road is your home. Your wild spirit is taking you to places you can never forget. A complete wanderer with a strong heart that can never be broken. 

And just like that you conquer the world and make history. 

Never forgotten.






It'll be a dream come true for me to meet a real gypsy someday! or maybe be one of them. :p

P.S
Close your eyes and imagine yourself as a gypsy! xxx

and dance with me. :)

Guess who's back?


Sunday, December 2, 2012

Have you heard the news? The king is back! and he went straight to my school to see me. :)

Finally after being far apart from each other, I get to feel his very real presence again and make up for those times that we had to be apart. He's the sweetest and being with him today just reminded me of how much I wanna stay inlove with this man and how grateful I am for having an amazing boyfriend like him.

Anyways, we ate @ Conti's again with Pauline and Nico. Yeah and so we ordered....

Carbs.... 


Carbs....

The best mango bravo! I'm not even kidding. This is to die for!! xx
 and more carbs!

 But ofcourse I also ordered this delicious CRAB salad. :))

Anyways, I gotta doze off now and see my baby to church tomorrow! xx

P.S
Thank you baby for my daily dose of sugar! lol

I am fucking crazy. But I am free.


Saturday, December 1, 2012

I was in the winter of my life — and the men I met along the road were my only Summer. At night I fell asleep with visions of myself dancing and laughing and crying with them. Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times. I was a singer, not a very popular one, I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet — but upon an unfortunate series of events, saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again — sparkling and broken. But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted and then losing it to know what true freedom is. When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I had been living — they asked me why. But there’s no use in talking to people who have a home, they have no idea what it’s like to seek safety in other people, for home to be wherever you lie your head.
I was always an unusual girl, my mother told me I had a chameleon soul. No moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality. Just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean. And if I said that I didn't plan for it to turn out this way, I’d be lying — because I was born to be the other woman. I belonged to no one — who belonged to everyone, who had nothing — who wanted everything with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn’t even talk about — and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
Every night I used to pray that I’d find my people — and finally I did — on the open road. We had nothing to lose, nothing to gain, nothing we desired anymore — except to make our lives a work of art.
Live fast. Die Young. Be Wild. And Have Fun.
I believe in the country America used to be. I believe in the person I want to become. I believe in the freedom of the open road. And my motto is the same as ever — I believe in the kindness of strangers. And when I’m at war with myself — I ride. I just ride.
Who are you? Are you in touch with all of your darkest fantasies? Have you created a life for yourself where you’re free to experience them?
I have.

I am fucking crazy. But I am free."

- Lana Del Rey, Ride Monologue


P.S
I love this monologue esp the song it's been raping my play button!
I can literally relate to it. Sighhh...
My long gone crazy days of my life.. yet I've never felt so free!

I love you Lana Del Rey, my forever spirit animal. xx

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